I don't mean to cry when I'm on the phone with my parents. I promise. I try really hard not to, and when I do, sometimes I can pull it off without them knowing.
I am just soo sick of being sick. I came down with SOMETHING last night, whether it be bug or anxiety attack or what have you. I'm just sick of it. I have spent all day in bed just completely no energy and nauseous and just not doin so hot. I just know this is not the place for me. I just need to take a deep breath and take it one day at a time. Part of me wants to throw int he towel and call it quits and just be done with it, but at this point it is just a personal challenge that I know I need to overcome for my own personal strength.
I'm just sick of it.
