i've just seen a face i can't forget the time or place

You know what is frustrating?

I stress out. Okay, I can accept that.

I stress out a lot. I lose hair and sleep and sanity over really little things. Okay, I can accept that.

I stress out so that I am always physically tense and ill-feeling and can't even keep thoughts straight in my head. Okay, I guess I can accept that.

So, okay. I accept that I stress out. Now... what the hell am I supposed to do about it?

I hate when people are like "you just have to relax"... well, no shit. Cause, you know, I totally enjoy NOT relaxing. It's like my favorite thing in the world... not.

I just don't know what to do sometimes. I mean I can recognize that I am like at my wits end but what does that matter if there's nothing I can do about it? sdkjhadflkjsdfhlkajsdfhlaksjdfhlaskjdfhalskjdfhslakdjfhalwekfhualkdjh!!!!!!!!!!