Well. I bit the bullet and finished my first philosophy paper... I am pretty sure it's terrible and I'm gonna fail out of college. Actually I think I am going to fail out of college regardless. It's like I spend so much time doing homework and staying organized and trying REALLY hard to learn... and everything is WAYYY over my head. I got a 50 on my first World Religions quiz. And, granted, most of the class failed, and he drops the lowest quiz grade.. but it definitely took a LOT for me to not burst into tears. I was / am soooo pissed!! I just feel like I spend a lot more time working than a lot of people around me. UGGH. I wish I was in math models (the math class I tested out of)... It would be an easy A, and very fulfilling. I like classes that can tell me black and white why I'm right or wrong, not stupid philosophy that doesn't make ANY sense to me. Wanna know my philosophy? Love and be loved. There. Do I get an A? Uggh.
Speaking of love...
Ugh.
I guess I should have known that being with someone in Katy would be hard and painful and not a good idea. And I think I did know that but tactfully chose to ignore it. Go me. Stupid. Whatever. Things aren't going to work out, let's leave it there. 16 days til I go to Katy!!! Time is literally flying by. Thank God!!!! Oh!! Some pictures from our bar escapades on Saturday night...
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