God. First semester is already nearly over. Can you believe it? I feel like I have grown more since August than the last 18 years of my life. Weird. I have always been like super close with my family, but now I feel even closer with them, simply because it has become apparently how very much I depend on them every single day. My sister is the queen of giving me crap and getting on my nerves, but I have never once doubted that she is my biggest fan. It's like... okay. Remember Frankenstein? How it was like the most terrible show EVER and we're all embarrassed to have any part in it to begin with? Well... it was my first show to act in at Taylor, and the night my parents and sister came, when I got home, there was a little note from Jen on my nightstand that said along the lines of like I'm so proud of you and you did so good and you're such an awesome actress. TOTAL lies, but whatev. :) And since then she has been the one person I can count on to have my back and support me, even when no one else in the entire world does. dlkjfhasdlksdkjhfas. I dunno. I don't know what I would do without her. Or my mom and dad. Or Sarah. Or Chelsea. (Yes, I am including you in my family. Are you surprised?) And it's like at the same time I have met SO many freaking cool people here too. I mean Brittany is one of the most badass girls I have ever been friends with, and then there's Camille who is the (soon-to-be) best roommate ever and such an awesome friend and people like Kelly and Matt and then the non-Loyola people like Ryan and Matt and Craig... I'm just in a good place. I feel like a grown-up. And I realize now that grown-ups still have bad days. And they get their feelings hurt, and they cry a little bit, and first kisses still make them incredibly nervous. That's not what makes you mature or immature.... I think it's the attitude you take towards all those things. You can cry and cry and cry or you can cry and then get up and dust yourself off and get back on the horse.
And I am finally back on the horse. :)
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